Speaking out loud...

So, am I allowed to use capitalist marketing tools to make my work visible? As a white person, am I allowed to acquire bodywork tools? Am I not a fake coach if I'm still mega des-embodied running through the hamster wheel? Am I really trained and thus legitimized enough for people to put their bodies and stories into my hands? Am I even allowed to show myself with these doubts and thus make myself vulnerable?

I don't know... Then again I think, Yes, I know.... at least there's a certainty in that. Everything is only constructed anyway, like these homepage modules.

Maybe it's also good not to take myself so seriously, just go online and jump around in car junkyards instead of in front of the screen :)